Probably some sort of prescription drugs. Or heroine overdose or smth. Or the best option: Have a happy and long life and die surrounded by your loved ones, knowing that you will be cherished in their memories for time to come.
But listen to this first. Go to a mirror. Have a conversation with the person in the mirror. Reflect and be honest.
We all have our baggage, our demons under the bed, skeletons in the closet.
Think of what is making you feel bad and what you can do about it. You didn't really specify the reason why you are feeling this way. I think you should tell us, you're anon anyway. You'd be surprised how much it can help pouring your heart out. People here are great - you will get good advise and soothing words.
Chances of you, me or anyone existing are fucking minimal. You have been dead for billions of years and you will be dead for billions more. This tiny window, a glimpse into the miracle of life is a gift that should not be wasted in vain. This planet is unique, beautiful and so full of life and extraordinary experiences, amazing people, delicious cuisines, beautiful music, views that take your breath away and so so so so much more. Whether it's thanks to God, Physics and Evolution or some alien race running us in a simulation, doesn't matter, it doesn't make it any less amazing.
I don't think you want to die. It's not that hard to figure out a way to kill yourself, you don't need to ask a deepweb forum about it. If all hope is truly lost, then I don't know what to say or do. But if there is even a shred of will to live, cling onto it with all your might. And I believe there is, that's why you are here and not in a grave already.
Go in front of that mirror and tell yourself, scream at yourself that you want to live, right now. Listen to music. Cry your eyes out. Go run until you can't run anymore, until you puke and fall over. Learn to lose, because otherwise you won't learn how to win.
No one else matters in your life but you. Not saying that you should be a dick to people and never fall in love, but if someone mistreats you in any way, even if it is your family, tell them to go fuck themselves. No one has the right to hurt you, no one has the right to do anything to you.
I don't know what has gotten you to think this way - but believe me there is so much to life. I have been where you are, thinking I have no options. But I carried on. One step after another. And then I left my city, my country, my family and my friends and so many years have gone by and I have still no will to return. Traveled the world, met so many amazing people, had so many incredible experiences. And could not be happier, truly. Things can change. You can do it. Maybe traveling is not your thing, but something is. Find it. Music, acting, cooking, charity, working with animals, whatever makes you feel good.
But there is thing about traveling, my biggest revelation that I want to share with you. I thought that leaving would also leave my worries and negative thoughts behind. It did not. Those demons will follow you until the end, unless you face them. And it's not nice facing them, but once it's done, it's done. You will need to work actively on yourself to achieve happiness. You will have to be brave to face your true self. But once you get there, once the demons are gone, happiness will be the new norm. Just like the pain you feel right now, you will enjoy everything to the fullest. Imagine that feeling, enjoying everything, being drunk on life itself, how good would that feel? YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT.
Things will get better. I promise. You're not ready to leave and you don't want to. Live an amazing life, so at the end you can close your eyes, see your life flashing by and fall into the unknown darkness forever with smile on your face, happy. But not now, not like this. The unknown can wait for you a while longer.
The easy way out is to let go of your worries. Not to forget them or to "try and just be happy" and this bs, but to understand where your feelings stem from. Nothing matters, not really. We will all die. So why not tell everyone who deserves it to go fuck themselves and enjoy the ride while it lasts.
P.S I'm serious about "tell us more" part. You're here already, just go. It's just an anonymous forum in Tor.
P.P.S This song works for me when I feel down. It is a clearnet link to youtube fyi. The video is adorable. Listen to the lyrics.